yeh!

tiny shell with an over age face
laughing all the way...
haaa haaa haaa...jus look at the width of the mouth

i named him tapioca leaf


pretty face like shin
number 13 jus as i labelled
we miss u
in a cold place called cold storage

white vs pure

thoughts are hard to put it in words..
once written down in black and white..
it become evidence of motive..

so i can jus try my best to put them in the perfect view i wanted it to be..
not misleading..not harmful..and yet innocent from the heart..

from the heart..
heart is red..
can it be pure white??
as pure(innocent)as paper??
paper which is white sheet..
usually is..........

the creaks

i am ms ting...ting ah yee

its a dream...steps were slowly approaching...the creaking of the door sounded the alarm in our hearts...
there she goes...there she goes again..
hair in a messy mode...mouth started to shoot again...


time after 12midnite......scariest moment...the moment...not stef's moment!

the PAIN

there are so many things i do not know....
and i do not want to experience them all...really...

i used to think about this sentence,"it could haf been worse"

but how worse can it get??

somehow this disease arouse my interest for days...and i decided to check it out over the Internet.
the name is called lupus...

before any "real" information gets into my mind..i thought it was jus some rashes...or sensitive skin...

after checkin it up..its not as simple as i think...

jus alone browsing the website sorrows my heart..it cries for the patients...
with the words and descriptions and stuff...my imagination went wild again....

it feels PAIN...HUMILIATE...unfairness....

maybe its jus one of the many many other painful diseases...(i noe all diseases are painful and unbearable)
and i wonder how i can do my best to help ALL...

think abt it..i suppose i cant even help myself..let alone the others......
if only i am a doctor...i get to help decrease the pain of a category of patients...(it matters alot)

jus like the story of star fish...(taught by my fren)

haiz....if only my death could stop all illness......

i wish i wish..................................................................................

**pple interested to noe more abt the disease i am tokin abt..pls check it up on ur own..its more fulfilling...