`SLiceS of deaTh`

2008-05-12T01:02:00.002+08:00

lots of thoughts in left cerebrum

2007-11-15T19:32:00.001+08:00

skin jus get thickeeer
wordds just get smooother

the hidden is always kept hidden
for the facts are always displayed.

rude

2007-06-26T23:58:00.000+08:00

it just get stuck in my throat
or further up

boiling..
just plain rude..

2007-06-06T10:34:00.000+08:00

if all's well...
then it will ends well....

no swell

dre

2007-03-15T23:42:00.000+08:00

the mist is cloudy
it has always been this misty

for the ray of light
it does not seem to enlight

the back has always seems to be bleak
indeed it is bleak

the touch of words
the touch of saddnesss
it seems so cold and strange out of a sudden

pity it just gets....

mm

2007-02-19T23:18:00.000+08:00

memori mento

slia

2007-02-16T00:24:00.000+08:00

snowballing is the term.
assumption is the verdict.
angle is missed.
meaning can be always wrong.

perhaps the word is faith.

2007-01-08T23:36:00.000+08:00

n o se ems t o r eli un d e er s t a a n dw a t t h e wo rl di s rel i a bo t

2007-01-08T00:33:00.000+08:00

the moment of dash!
it kills.

2007-01-04T16:04:00.000+08:00

look @ things +
let ' s g o

er yi

2006-12-13T00:30:00.000+08:00

a hungry person is an angry person....

yucked

2006-12-13T00:21:00.000+08:00

you don dictate ur life
you don create ur life
you don feel ur life
or rather
you cant dictate ur life
you cant create ur life
you cant feel ur life

helplessly you
do u hate the ONE who made ur life despair
please be mercy
please have mercy
we are only beings
you are being too..
we are plural
u r singular..
not singer who went on yakkinggggg...or yucking
you are one suckling pig
with the letter P I G on xxx
how tall can it gets?
when ur spirits down
u can hardly raise ur head..
thats y when i cant see ur face..oh finali
you are sensing something
that u r the same as beings.....
so be the norm........
majority is the norm.....

phew.. comments based on wats latest on the news..guess pple gues.s.

time travel

2006-11-23T00:55:00.000+08:00

it's j ust a pity
time is not for turning back

obviously

2006-09-22T15:30:00.000+08:00

nothin is forever
i am forever
so who is forever?

bees gheesss

2006-08-06T00:14:00.000+08:00

busy bees
nectar bees
typing bees
checking bees
going bees......

tingling to mingle

2006-07-08T01:01:00.000+08:00

just a tingle in the mingle
just to make it a tingle
to mingle will tingle
and to tingle will make it sound weaker
the weaker does not grows
the growers mite grow weaker
to make it sound weaker
i can make it tingle and mingle with it
a tingle does not make sense
but to mingle makes big sense
a sense of touch to give a touch
just a piece of rubbish to tingle....

QED

2006-06-11T01:55:00.000+08:00

writin needs no planned..........QED

everyone's born to write.........................

gchy

2006-06-11T01:35:00.000+08:00

reflecting on the wrong side of the surface
drowning all those who face the moonlight
bleaker than the bleakiest
hater to hateist
uglyer to ugliest

this world sucks....................................................at times...

ain

2006-04-22T11:24:00.000+08:00

Thoughts are small
Actions are big
Thoughts make actions big

differnce

2006-01-15T22:06:00.000+08:00

she's putting cement on her face
he's digging for potatoes
she's spraying perfume
he's praying for water

TO WS

2005-11-14T14:56:00.000+08:00

TO WENSIAN <JIEJIE>

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!!!!!!

mirrrror

2005-10-28T23:06:00.000+08:00

reflections failed..
it has always failed...
i wonder y??
or has it always mirrored the opposite???

TO U

2005-10-20T09:41:00.000+08:00

****Happy 21st birthday to u
DAJIE!!****

cheaters!

2005-09-29T00:41:00.000+08:00

cheaters! cheaters! cheaters!

$0.80 per month

$9.60per yr

swallowing it slowly.......don think i DONO!

FACE OFF

2005-09-13T23:57:00.000+08:00

how many faces does one have????

i think there must be at least 2 to survive safely in this world......

aint it tiring....i asked myself too...

choices are made from within....
depending on ur stand with the environment....

think this belongs to the qns of the macro side

haunt

2005-09-03T01:19:00.000+08:00

it's back to haunt again
haunt again haunt again

the snobbish

2005-08-31T00:24:00.000+08:00

richness grows snobbish
it grows from within
and from within
it rooted to the very deep
that sprouted new ones
and out goes the family tree

did i mention benjamins???

Die in one's sleep...

2005-07-12T22:24:00.000+08:00

for fear we sleep
to sleep with fear
with nightmares or dreams??
will one die in one's sleep??
with thy dreamss
or reality????

for remembrance

2005-06-21T13:08:00.000+08:00

each emotion infinitely multiplied by level upon level of awareness

abc

2005-06-11T22:06:00.000+08:00

to ask of.......

wat are for life
friends are for life?
siblings for life?
parents for life?
me for my life?

do i live for life or
life is for living?
living for others?
to search or to seek?
my life is not bleak
but being bleak can be for living

are you happy for being alive for life?

hee

2005-05-25T20:15:00.000+08:00

she saw a red bag
and she was smiling inside her heart
he rembered at last.....

Afterall

2005-05-02T00:12:00.000+08:00

siblings mite not be afterall
thoughts went deeper afterall
appearances seem to differ afterall
and whose in charge afterall
when things goes wrong in the right way afterall
everything is afterall
more than what its supposeeeed to represent afterall
if only "I" have knew it from the start afterall
"I" 'll understand it afterall

Ugh

2005-03-22T22:49:00.000+08:00

a twist of the fact
cause and effect
good or defects
taking effects
a moment of act
a tic for a tac

happy ending...one self...one universe..
when one closes its eyes....the end of thy life...

Mr. Dream

2005-03-15T23:03:00.001+08:00

Just some strength alluring up
up the way where i see mr. pan
was a dream hard to catch
or to catch the dream is hard
or shall i steal the dream
some strength spilled
but opposes stand its strength too
oh my, and the power goes off

in sequel..

2005-03-08T22:55:00.000+08:00

night falls
the reality comes to life
tents are setting up
or place is to be rent
casket to size for
hearts to pour for
tears to be make for
for the show is to be rise

where the true hearts lie
where the joy ends
i hear the wickeds laugh in thy hearts
i could do nothing more
except with the strength of my fingers
and expose their true images of files
but where the karma lies
i shall stop .

tribute

2005-03-08T00:52:00.000+08:00

i see tears in her eyes
i saw her lying on the bed
her feet are still responding to the touch
bruises arose from the needles
swollen are all i can see
grey on the top
wrinkles alll over

actors actresses all around
stealing gold and silver and even flowers
bottles of eye mo on the hide
contents found on the face

poor daughter full of wits
and yet nobody really understands
taken for granted and off she goes
on the cross road of the junction
heading no way she could see
trembles fill up the tank

night falls and all alone
motionless and off she goes
lookin for the way she wants
brought tears onto the son
and the evil daughter in law
snoring all the way we hear

flippin on i could hear.........
making u more comfortable, Dr Ho says....

19th Feb

2005-02-19T23:18:00.000+08:00

angie
chocolate
round
brown
fire
shots
family

petals
water
leaves
vase
love

wrappers
ribbons
scotch tape
atoms
thoughts
paper

1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21..........death......

hmmm

2005-02-18T00:01:00.000+08:00

though the day doesnt started welll

but at least i think it ends well.....opss..

@#$!@$%

2005-02-14T22:31:00.000+08:00

Forward to the mosquitoes' network:

@#$^@$@$^!&@$@%&@@^$!^!&%@$!%^!&!&&@@@^#*#($%@&@(@

NO MORE

2005-02-12T23:23:00.000+08:00

there's NO infinite hatred in this world......

it jus follows our heart.............

2005-02-04T23:19:00.000+08:00

in sequel to "A Thought Just Hit Me After I Sent Out An Email"

life is strange...........
strange enuff to not understand ur REAL situation........
and thinking into other more stuff.......
which saddens one's heart..........

sometimes its jus a moment of HARSHNESSSS or SADNNNESSS

tryin to find back the 'feelin' , its hard.....

we can onli keep on refreshing our memories.........

though the other party mite haf oreadi
.....................forgotten about me................

GONG XI FA CAI!!!!!!!

2005-01-31T01:09:00.000+08:00

ok moving on.....

chinese new yr is coming..............

wishing all a prosperous new yr...

gong xi fa cai.......

hmmm...nothin much to share...meaning not much things reli arouse my 'detectivetable' mind...

except missing 'someone' dearly...

reli miss u so much.......

hope to see u soon..........

miss salmon,mr salmon,little young salmons...old salmons....

BITE!!!!!

FOR MY DARLIN

2005-01-12T22:17:00.000+08:00

FOR MY DARLIN!!!!!!

u r kinda upset these days....

jus hope that u will give it a little SMILE when u read my entry!!!!

hope this is the only upsetting phase in ur life

jus remember this," it could have been worse"........ok?

***this sentence works on mi...hope it does to you...

poem?

2005-01-09T23:45:00.000+08:00

sun is bright
rays are free

hopes are shared
warmth is given

food to eat
drinks to drink

i am short
n fat too

i love my family though!!!!

errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2005-01-03T23:08:00.000+08:00

victim, a name we called the injured.

either mentally or physically abused.

one incident is enough.

continuously servings is a not

help should be given to her....and not helping ourselves to her.

just wondering what the hell pple is thinking now....

wat shall we do with the gang rapers???????????????

life

2004-12-27T23:09:00.000+08:00

stage ONE: confidence level at 100 %

i took my first step into knowing it n it was easy

stage TWO: confidence level at 70%

i found it hard to continue n accepting at a different level

stage THREE: confidence level at bleak point

i stopped n became a coward!!!!

sailing life

KAORC!!!!!!!!!

2004-12-26T23:17:00.000+08:00

ENTRY SPECIALLY FOR GAMEI N XIAOHEI

N (TIGGER, MEAT MEAT MEAT AND THOSE OF THE SAME BIRTH DATE) !!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU ALLL!!!!!!

STAY CUTIE FOREVER OK....

THE ANIMAL KINGDOM LIVES FOREVER....HOPEFULLY!!!!!

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE

mr match stick

2004-12-20T16:15:00.000+08:00

one day, Mr. matchstick finds that his head is very itchy.

therefore he started to scratch his head

scratch... scratch... scratch....

.....and he was burnt to death........

the song

2004-12-12T23:40:00.000+08:00

here it goes:

In my mind
I can climb
All the mountains that surround me
My spirit is there
where eagles dare to fly

In my heart
There's a spark
That can light the world around me
An open door
where I am sure dreams are
It doesn't matter if I win
Or the colour of my skin
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself

And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in

I dream
I can be
The hero that is in me
When I dream
I dream
If there's a time
In your life
When the odds are so against you
There's no defeat, if all you keep is pride
First or last
Slow or fast
There's a dignity that makes you
Keep driving on, when world's have come apart
It doesn't matter rich or poor
Or the things you've done before
Cause the race is all about
Believing in yourself

And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in

I dream
I can be
The hero that's in me
When I dream
I dream

I dream
Of a moment
That forever will be golden
When the torch is passed
Only dreams will last
That are shared by everyone
And I dream
I can run
Like the wind
And be strong
When my heart just wants to give in
I dreamI can be
The hero that's in me
When I dream
I dream

love?

2004-12-10T01:00:00.000+08:00

Autistic.......

defination: A psychiatric disorder of childhood characterized by marked deficits in communication and social interaction, preoccupation with fantasy, language impairment, and abnormal behavior, such as repetitive acts and excessive attachment to certain objects. It is usually associated with intellectual impairment.

are we suppose to feel sad or to envy them??
they might be surviving in difficulties in terms of food and stuff...but they mus be really happy in their own little world......
are they reli havin some problem with their own??
they might really want to fit into our world of the 'norms'....
or are we jus making some excuses cos we are unable to understand them

fairness or unfairness..................open ur eyes the divine (shld there be one)

wishes

2004-12-07T23:46:00.000+08:00

different points of views...
i am an outsider..or am i part of the 'research'??

but i know communication is so vital for self existence
otherwise Symbolic interactions wont be blooming out....

and did durkheim touch on the lack of communication...or had he??
isit the lack of integration or the lack of moral regulation??
i do not know...

is there communication breakdown??or had both parties did not reli try harder enough??
wats stoppin them?????????????????????
i wish i wish...............

healed............and bring all unhappiness away...onto the POLAR EXPRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeh!

2004-11-26T23:52:00.000+08:00

tiny shell with an over age face
laughing all the way...
haaa haaa haaa...jus look at the width of the mouth

i named him tapioca leaf

pretty face like shin
number 13 jus as i labelled
we miss u
in a cold place called cold storage

white vs pure

2004-11-24T23:49:00.000+08:00

thoughts are hard to put it in words..
once written down in black and white..
it become evidence of motive..

so i can jus try my best to put them in the perfect view i wanted it to be..
not misleading..not harmful..and yet innocent from the heart..

from the heart..
heart is red..
can it be pure white??
as pure(innocent)as paper??
paper which is white sheet..
usually is..........

the creaks

2004-11-20T01:57:00.000+08:00

i am ms ting...ting ah yee

its a dream...steps were slowly approaching...the creaking of the door sounded the alarm in our hearts...
there she goes...there she goes again..
hair in a messy mode...mouth started to shoot again...

time after 12midnite......scariest moment...the moment...not stef's moment!

the PAIN

2004-11-11T01:29:00.000+08:00

there are so many things i do not know....
and i do not want to experience them all...really...

i used to think about this sentence,"it could haf been worse"

but how worse can it get??

somehow this disease arouse my interest for days...and i decided to check it out over the Internet.
the name is called lupus...

before any "real" information gets into my mind..i thought it was jus some rashes...or sensitive skin...

after checkin it up..its not as simple as i think...

jus alone browsing the website sorrows my heart..it cries for the patients...
with the words and descriptions and stuff...my imagination went wild again....

it feels PAIN...HUMILIATE...unfairness....

maybe its jus one of the many many other painful diseases...(i noe all diseases are painful and unbearable)
and i wonder how i can do my best to help ALL...

think abt it..i suppose i cant even help myself..let alone the others......
if only i am a doctor...i get to help decrease the pain of a category of patients...(it matters alot)

jus like the story of star fish...(taught by my fren)

haiz....if only my death could stop all illness......

i wish i wish..................................................................................

**pple interested to noe more abt the disease i am tokin abt..pls check it up on ur own..its more fulfilling...

the words

2004-10-29T13:45:00.000+08:00

the weather is cooling
the sleepness is alluring
the brain is lazy and yet active
the eyes are heavy
the body is heavy like stone

and the sleep took 12.5hours...

awaking with the hair messy
time for washin up
time for food consumption
time for tv
time to play
time to eat again
time for tv again

the feelin comes again:
the weather is cooling
the sleepness is alluring
the brain is lazy and yet active
the eyes are heavy
the body is heavy like stone

and each sleep took half an hour more each day
till the day tat hits more than 36hours
i depart the world
searching for the last touch wif the living souls

living souls were too cruel
or rather afraid
threw pearls at me
magic pearls
and i was gone for sure
nv to return
and falls on a big rock
there i sleep again
my ambitious ambition

the above is too fiction
the above is too lame
the above is too non sense
the above is thoughtless
the above is just from my little fingers
the above is jus too wrong

guess its jus a dream...(night mare is suppose)
*dreamss are often link to weight..the heavier u r..the more night mares we will have!!

2004-10-24T23:20:00.000+08:00

the past can only be cherished

2004-10-18T01:24:00.000+08:00

yeshyesh...
nono...don haf....
sorry...no more...
erm i think so le...
dono...
chey...ok la..

2004-10-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

is there anyone in this world who is selfless? ~pls raise up ur hand

will there be anyone by one's side when one is in need of help? (even if it consists of jus a small tap on one's shoulder or jus someone's existence at the right time at the right place)

i doubt so..

we pinned for that to happen to ourselves...but nv will tat happen i guess...cos we are the reflections of each other...

but if one practiced tat..does tat mean one will receive tribute from the other??

hmmmm....

2004-10-17T01:39:00.000+08:00

i wana make a wish
make a wish........

DEAF

2004-10-14T01:23:00.000+08:00

hcum yrev yht etah llits i hsey

from the bottom of my heart
its always shouting out loud deep down
i can onli hear tat myself..
i think i am goin deaf..yesh...deaf from all noise...

2004-10-12T23:58:00.000+08:00

specially for u

a moment of silent
a twitch on the face
a movement of pain
mensus cramp
pls go away

letter

2004-10-11T23:02:00.000+08:00

A letter to Miss brown,

its been such a long time since i last met up wif u...or rather a peep at u...(u noe i haf been secretly in love wif u) but this does not stop mi from thinkin about u..everynite before i fall myself into deep sleep..my last vivid image will be u..yesh u..

and i sometimes wonder if u would think of mi(i hope the ans is YESH)...perhaps this is the last thought i end my everyday and prints a smile on my face when i fall asleep... :)

ur doubtfully,
charlie from the chocolate factory

2004-10-01T01:22:00.000+08:00

A boring day

how do we define boring?

is the day reli so bored?? or are we too bored??

I wish I wish I am a rock
gushing swishing swashing
sounds I will only hear
noises I only Know
sleeping wholeheartedly throughout the ages
sleep and sleep and sleep
no worries crept onto me
no emotionals set in
no hatred formed
no evil thoughts occurred
I am just a rock

ill thoughts

2004-09-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

harbouring ill thoughts about the others is BAD???

OR

saying out wat u feel to the others is WORSE??

hmmm....to which one shld retribution be paying tribute to??

is there reli retribution??? who forms the thinking though???

isit to help us, human beings or to use tat as a weapon???

i am feeling giddy,dizzy..........................sick...................trying to disrupt my mental health...

weakling

2004-09-26T23:46:00.000+08:00

torture extended...willingly....unwillingly...

the stronger overtakes the weaker...

is the weaker reli that weak??

or planning for something big???????????

don be smug...

torture

2004-09-23T23:40:00.000+08:00

last few hrs of torture....

let time be the speed of light....

2004-09-17T23:55:00.000+08:00

she mus be blind...or she chose to haf selective reading on the comments....

bad things are always imprint in BIGGER FONT....in pple's mind

i wonder y......

good thingy are alwayssss so smalll

is this reli the nature of human???? wat is the purpose then???

the song

2004-09-11T01:40:00.000+08:00

a b c d e f g h i j k l m n o p q r s t u v w x y z

simple as it seemsss....
try reading it back wards

i believe it is inversely related to life..

life is nv easy a path to walk like the song ABC...

try looking life at another angle....it might makes life more easier...happpier...HEY YOU..STOP wearing ur colored lenses...take them off...u feel happier this way...life has been unfair to you...so stop being unfair to yourself...

changes

2004-09-10T01:41:00.000+08:00

changes happen all the time....

this applies to surrounding environment...human behavior...mind...thinking...face...everything...

do we all like changes?? how do we define a good or a bad change?? who holds the decision for changes???

departure gate

2004-09-08T01:59:00.000+08:00

society reli creates pple and emotions...and i haf jus realise how great it was...it was so touchin..this makes mi start thinking will there haf pple to cry for mi when im sad or hapi!!!!!

its nice to haf emotions....especially tears of joy..

have a smooth journey claire!!!!!!!!!

2004-09-03T00:35:00.000+08:00

having to accept one's favour is easy...

having pple to pay tribute is infinite....

this i suppose has been experienced by all...and this makes pple feel depressed for some time..u lost all confidence in human beings..but urself...but i am a human being too...wat does tat imply??

one onli helps oneself....

full stop
.

time to sleep

2004-09-01T23:33:00.000+08:00

24 hours is not enuff in reality

its so tiring to wake up after having onli 8 hrs of sleep..i think everyone shld haf the rite to define their own no. of hours in a day..for mi..i would like to haf 20 hrs of sleep everyday...and no one or external environment is to disturb my sleep..as for the rst of the hrs in the day...hmm..for nite time to come..think i will jus flip my fingers and there..i begin the journey of my sleep...

awaking can be so scary...imagine u haf to trace (imaginery) how ur whole day would be like the moment u sense consious....

but the worse can be worsen...imagine u happen to be awake in a ***coffin***(choy) and pple are throwing down sand to bury u and u try hard to knock open the cover...***yucks***

by the way...women haf powerful legs..they love to walk and walk and walk and walk and search and search and search....hahaahha...
.

ok time to sleep...

2004-08-31T00:52:00.000+08:00

she actuali changes outside the fitting room...

a china cha bo wif big boobs...

ugly ugly ugly ugly

2004-08-28T23:21:00.000+08:00

or rather...

sociology + psychology + working life + the working of brains = "theorical" statements..

insight with woman(my own species) is getting more and more defined...

woman are born ugly, disgusting, nosey parker, CRUDE....they are the mutate version of the present living thing called MAN....

**to undergo or cause to undergo mutation

they are worse than mammals..man...they are the incredible creatures living happily in this dimension...(ME TOO)

eeeeks! PUI

2004-08-28T00:12:00.000+08:00

sociology is good...

this is something which i like it very much..but not sure if my perception of this subject is correct onot...

but something true is..i learn to understand pple more..and my fear of human beings haf greatly subsided..

**i'm not saying im showing off or something else...(see perceptions set in)

people reli like to follow trend...low waist..boot cut...colored hair...

or rather kawaii style..nihon pattern..mature looking..

all this are perhaps some of the concepts to study..

haf u noticed the pple ard u are constantly on the move to change..even if it does not reli show out??or rather is showing it all out but claiming that they are not reali changing but jus on the move?? so they are now in for the "TREND"....and some might find it..YUCKS!! stop pretending to be somebody else..take a look at the mirror pls...

but one thing for sure..we haf no right to laugh at others..becos we are all human beings and all are born the same way ... NAKED...

we are born naked..

this perhaps means tat onli we haf the right to dress our selves in our prefered and most comfortable way...( nobody is to laugh at one and other**in a serious tone)

this applies to the mask we wear almost everyday too...

i hate pple when they criticised others ( in bad or good ways)

or rather i hate my self too..cos im a human too...and im bias..subjectivity sets in..opsss..im into it again..

HATE U

something to really add on

2004-08-27T23:53:00.000+08:00

something to add on..

perceptions about other people other than ur very own self:
u tend to always remember the very first few thingy u haf with the other people..
example: the mistakes one makes, the few sentences when both spoke, the incidents or flashes that u haf on the other people, aura, hair style, dress sense, behaviour and habits...

no matter how BIG the change is..one stil rember the very old things that happen long ago..or even if the perception is already wrong at the very first place....

ok a simple test now..try to rember some of ur frens' face...and i mean the present face..not 10 yrs ago or the first incident u met up wif ur frensss...

i wonder if this is really the reason that leads to the begining of SOCIOLOGY or PSYCOLOGY..becos we nv reali understand or even grab hold the gist of the whole enigma...

**how different does one look at one matter as compare wif the others??

but we cant reli understand or study it fully..so this means that there will nv be rite or wrong in this world..or as long as brains are working...so this means that all come from one...and one come from all...

its so scary that we cant see our own mistakes and yet pin point at others' mistakes and still loves ourselves so much..is this rite or wrong?? (even though we always claim that we are this bad tat bad..there's still an ego within..)

as i say..the world is an enigma..love it..think it..or we lose it and this means...the end of the journey here...time to move on..

think on the 'right' side...or perhaps..the 'left' side..

2004-08-23T22:34:00.000+08:00

trend...??

caused by the outer layer of the surroundings or the surrounding itself? fearful stuff to exist in this world..is the world a trend itself?? as Mars,Mercury(me),Jupitar,Pluto,Saturn,other planets starting to merge and being identified?? is there such thingy as the world ?? are we all living in the same dimension as all??or is the world being created for ur very own consumption that it doesnt even exist but a picture in reality??

2004-08-22T01:13:00.000+08:00

haiz..women are scary....their powerful hands/arms...they love to touch dig feel..they love to nag talk and argue...

2004-08-20T23:58:00.000+08:00

commercial time...

bitch and bitches...went shopping and they dig and dig and dig.............................

2004-08-18T13:26:00.000+08:00

Cathyeth came to a small village where she saw many of her own...despite her shy nature..she went up to them and greeted'hi halo'.....

getting a little warm up...1..2...3...4...5..6..7......many many ants made frens wif her.....

they put her in a small hole wif 5 other ants missyss...and they became hole mates...

deep in her heart..she knw she does not belong to tat world of life..still she has to adapt..she belief things will flow correctly and positively to her direction..her new way of life...jus like the nature of atoms...they jus form and break..

2004-08-18T13:15:00.000+08:00

Cathyeth is looking for her direction..she headed nowhere....